On December 18th at 3:00 in the morning I had my mom take me to the er again spotting again but this time cramping was involved. I passed a small blood clot which scared the crap out of me.
At the er they didn't take me right back this time they simply made me sit and wait. All I kept thinking was what if it was different what if this time I was losing the baby and they just had me outside waiting like it was nothing. The one thing that pissed me off was this little cocky nurse made it sound like because I was only 7 weeks there was nothing they could do it wasn't their problem to fix my body was just getting rid of the damaged embryo. First of all you freshly graduated smart ass my baby has a heartbeat therefor its not an embryo to me ITS MY BABY and if you can't respect the fact I am pregnant WITH A BABY you need to stay out of my face. Okay so maybe I didn't say that but I will say she didn't stay long due to she knew she pissed me off and I was very argumentative with her. Call it hormones but Momma here was on the defense And I would have wiped the floor with her ass!
The Dr. however was the complete opposite very understanding, talkative, and seemed to care. I really felt like he calmed me down tremendously. I may have been very overprotective but he told me I have a reason to be cautious of my unborn child because that is my right. He told me that during the implantation process which should last at most another two weeks I may spot but he said some blood is normal what is not normal is looking like I found my period.
WELL I will stop stressing and enjoy just being pregnant after all I am blessed with my first and could be my last I better enjoy while it lasts!
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