Well this weekend was quite the drama filled one that led to me being stressed most of the weekend. We were suppose to have the kids all weekend but the mom decided to change at the last minute after we already had plans of our own. After some messages that should not have been text the truth came out she had planned on going back on her agreement and keeping the kids from us for Christmas had we gave in to the changed plans. So in the end we got the son and she got the daughter for Christmas morning. All of it caused me and Josh to argue which put stress on the baby. I stayed sick with headache, stomachache, and just ill all weekend. Me and Josh fought the worse its been. I felt he should have fought for what was right the original plans and he just wanted the drama to end. I want go into too much detail because its family business but I will say things will change!!!
I had a very bad scare I bled a considerable amount that was enough to alert me something was wrong. It has however since quit and I seem to fine and still pregnant. Every time I see blood I worry this could be it, this could be the last moment I am officially pregnant but each time I am jumping to conclusions and end up fine. They never tell you what to prepare for when you get pregnant they don't help with the anxiety that you face with your first pregnancy, the stuff you wouldn't know. I am just lucky that members of my family have bled through some of their pregnancies and have assured me it can be quite normal.
I have still have had only one day of true morning sickness. It was Saturday, Christmas Eve, I waited too long to eat so all I got was dry heaving. I have realized that if I eat within an hour after awakening I usually am fine unless I eat something the baby doesn't agree with.
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